I'm real nervous

I took my final for the Cluster today. It's kind of sad, because that was my favorite class. Even though second quarter kind of died, and the syllabus seemed as though it was very loosely thrown together. I feel like I got an A in the class. I usually do well in history. Which brings me to...

I'm supposed to be studying for math and I'm very nervous. It's overwhelming me. I've been doing well in Math since last quarter. I've been getting the grades. But then the last midterm scared the sh!t out of me, because I practically failed it. I don't know why and I don't know how. If I get a perfect on my final, I can still get an A in the class. That would bring me to an 89.5%. That's really pathetic. And I am aiming for at least a B in Chem. I can't believe how I let myself get into this mess. I really have to study. But I don't even know where to start. Last quarter, I was so blase about Math. Now it's the class that I'm worried most for. It's not like I don't understand the stuff, but I guess the grade from my last midterm shattered my confidence. I had it going on; now I'm just a nervous wreck. Oh well. I just hope that this is not the beginning of a mean streak for me. I hope no C's. That's it. Even though I desperately want A's, I will be satisfied with B's this quarter.

I slacked big time.

And now it's biting my butt.

Ouch.