See, right now I am

Supposed to be studying for my 8 a.m. final tomorrow. But my mind is really congested and I have no focus. So I want to just spill my frustrations and clear my mind before starting to really get into studying. I am hoping to sleep by 2:30 a.m. Let's see how that goes.

So my whole day--Well a lot of stuff happened, so I'll tell Kip through Facebook. But what is publicly divulge-able, I will declare here.

Started after my first final--not sure if I was totally prepared for that. But it was easy enough--30 multiple choice questions--did you really think I was going to study for more than an hour for that? Well I wish I did... But I spent a lot of time finishing reading the course reader--that should have been enough for an A. Hopefully; I'm hoping for an A. Anyway then I came out in half an hour, and I sat and tried to study, but was really quite chatty. So I didn't finish my reading. Came back to watch the Lakers lose! Ugh. And then I found out my group members are really needy. I finished my part on Sunday so I wouldn't have to deal with it. Thanks a lot group, for expecting me to do everything. And I guess it really is my fault, because I started out as a leader, because it was my vision and pretty much such, because no one else would volunteer ideas, so mine were default. Anyways, so I spent until 11:30 working on crap for the project I thought I was done and over with.

Anyway. Yah, so I'm frustrated. Need to study. This is multiple choice AND short answer, essay. I hope I do fine. I mean I know the stuff. But he's really weird about what he asks for. Like, he's much too philosophical and too much of an interpretivist. Which is horrible, because that means he should not be making multiple choice tests whose answers have many interpretations. I hate looking for the "Best" answer rather than "The" answer.

And I might have to work during the summer. Which I think I must talk to my boss about that, because, honestly, that is economically infeasible for me. To work one measely day and pay rent in the summer? I might as well not work.